I constantly amaze myself with me

Out of extreme boredom, I took this Personality test on Facebook few months ago . And only today I read the results. So, I sat pscychoanalyzing myself by cross checking the psychology personality test resuts and wondered : Am I not just too good to be true!??

Dear Mehjabeen Moiz, below are your PSYCHOLOGY PERSONALITY test result:
Mysterious... oftentimes, a loner. You know your true friends and only them are allowed to understand the real you.

True dat!! Oftentimes I am a mystery to myself. But Am not a loner for sho!! I may not go out there n mingle instantly with anyone or everyone am introduced to, but I like the whole idea of knowing new people. True Friends...!! tht bit is true!! I like to call them "my Handbags" always there, very useful/resourceful and something I cant do without. And as all the contents of a ladies' handbag should be kept "private n confidential" at all times, my few but cherished friends always serve that purpose. So yeah only they know the real contents or the "real me".

You hide your emotions... Sometimes pretending to be always happy. Sometimes, not giving even a hint of what you really feel.

Its easier much to smile and let go than to sit there n brood over it. coz if someone can hurt or upset u, its definitely someone very close to you and if he/she is so close, then you obviously care inuff to not hurt them back or go through all tht silent treatment routine (thts y i hate the daily soaps). Anf if someone mocks at you or pisses you off its totally your own fault that you allow them to treat you that way. But if people who you dont care for or dont even matter bother you, SNAP right there!! (I preach a lot)Sometimes...Its hard for me to express how I feel ...may be its the ego or the fear of being judged...who knows??

You search for love... you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship, you give your all and believe “this is the One.”

{BREAKING NEWS: to whoeva tht reads this blog, I am engaged now!!! YAY!! its been almost 6 months!!!} n hell yeah it was a great n intense search (or call it a hunt) for my future hubby by my relatives/family friends/strangers/aunties/ strange aunties etc. where they find u a suitable, well set eligible bachelor from the same country--->state--->region--->religeon--->caste etc. also looking out for an arranged marriage and ..you are made to talk n talk n answer questions like- wht r ur hobbies?? (I want to say-rejecting guys but I'd say cooking n stiching!!!)..... well oh well it was like a prolonged 3rd degree torture on me but i miss those days sometimes (or do I??) ..then it finally "clicked" with "someone", (more actually than literally, .....as we owe it all to MSN messenger-the classic -when zoie86 met devilik angel).
About romance...cant really say, but yeah I 'd like it when some thaught or planning is put into a date or when nice n sweets things are said n done atleast once in a while .....is it asking for too much?? (Get a hint YOU insensitive-slash-unromantic tall man!!!)


You appreciate simple things in life... You hate complicating things that’s why you’re typically up-front in any aspect.

Dr. Phil knows me so well....Its either good, bad or ugly theres no mid way, I cant pretend...I cant be diplomatic n I just cant plastic smile n fake laugh (though I secretly wish I could).

You’re an ideal girlfriend... You don’t care if your partner doesn’t really love you as long as you love him. You give your all...

Ideal?? give my all ??? - that will take some time to be verified .*so overwhelmed..

You’re undoubtedly good-natured! Most of the time, people are confident to approach you because they know you will consider them.

Sometimes, I wish they dint come upto me. I wish they dint tell me all their secrets and I really wish they dint tell me their troubles...Its a highly depressing place to be at when, all you can do is listen to the tall tales n say it will be "all allright" (yeah rite!!).

You’re independent! You’re also risky just like the bajaken who sail in the vast and dangerous ocean to look for treasures!

Even though am a lousy lousy swimmer, I'd jump in the ocean but with a life jacket.

Lets just simplify..

I've noticed one thing lately, only when you have that real peace of mind....absolute serenity with no complaints what so ever...only then you can actually appreciate the simple things in life. Only then you really appreciate the people and the places that were always there but u neva took notice of ....n always took them for granted. n only then the phrases like " Everything happens for a good reason" and "Theres light at the end of the tunnel" etc. actually make sense :S. Even Gandhi makes sense to me now.

These are the things that crossed my mind when i was on the tread mill....treading but not reaching anywhere, what a great concept!!!{ if u were walking in the park....u wud have had to nod n smile at random strangers crossing u, get scared of dogs who r not even interested in biting u, get freaked by kids on their bicycles, look at tired old ppl n get sad etc etc...(do i sound like an anti-social element or a middle aged house-wife??)} Then n there I made a mental list of everything that i absolutely love around me.......


The kids in my building- when they say "hi ben/ hi didi" or just scream my name when they see me or just shy away with tht "gee gee" smile....however loud, noisy n irritating they are...but i just adore them!! However screwed up ur day may be when u see someone so happy to see u without any hidden agendas ... (well i do ocassionally do treat them with cheese curls and teach them new games) u cant help but falling in love with them. n i truely respect them for leaving the cartoons/playstations and coming out and running around n riding bikes in this era.


The Marina Mall- almost like my second home, 15 mnts walk from my home....another 5 mnts walk and its like a shortcut to the marina beach and another 5 mnts walk (considering tht I walk faster than most ppl i no...for reasons unknown) and a great park full of bizzarely dressed young crowd of any possible nationality....on the way my favourite stores, the fountain, sheesha, my favourite icecream, games world, TGIF etc.... May be i have grown to love this place coz of its close proximity and that I dont have a car and me n my frnds are shit scared of taxi drivers. But even when i do go to other malls tht are bigger n better....I miss Marina.


I love the food my mom makes especially -the green gosht, haleem,pulav and daal gosht. Anyone can make these things and may be even better....but wen my mom cooks, u can be 110 % sho tht its made under top most hygenic conditions, with fresh ingredients, and cooked and served in world class utensils... i just admire her for tht!!! she does not try much new stuff and she doesnt mind eating outside more than twice in a week... but when she means to cook its serious business!!


Then, I absolutely love early mornings....(thts like 4:00 AM)..theres so much u can do without getting disturbed....u can have some alone time....u can do some thinking...exercising...praying without haste (beleive me....it has a different charm to it). n on certain ocassions I try my eye make up on ...use the blow drier/hair straightner like I mean it...or look at the untouched but precious occupants of my wardrobe left out coz of iroing issues.....its the purrfect way to start the day...i say!!


Call me self-obsessed but i just love my feet.....they are small n tiny (size 5.5) n the best thing is I always get my shoes on sale. coz nobody really needs tht freaking shoe size but yet the manufacturers make them for someone like me....so it just lies there for a long time (waiting for me) when the other sizes in the same model have been out of stock long ago . so they put it on sale to get over with it quickly. n even better i have options in the kids section too (they have cute n comfy stuff.okay!!)


Next... I love to vacation in my hometown Banswara...its a different experience each time (minus the people)....and we usually go just b4 the monsoon (June-July) so we get the mangoes and after tht the rains. Great weather and a couple of crazy cousins who say yes to any bizzarre plan tht i make (once, we climbed a mountain for 3 hours to reach a temple which was the size of my laptop). And back there is the most cherished possession of my life.. my electric bike (am very materialistic), its so cool it doesnt go tht fast and it doesnt require petrol/diesel .wow.I just love my dad for getting me tht.

Lifes very complicated and so are the people in it .... so lets just simplify n appreciate the lil things / sweet moments.... rather than chasing something or the other, all the time n not even getting any happiness out of it. ....Inuff said i need to go shoe shopping!!