Possibilities are endless...

I have come to a point in life, where it is not a big deal if I dont have matching shoes for this dress or that I am carrying this same bag for 6 months (1 year actually). I am at a point where lil things make me immensely happy.... like crazy.....like beyond exciting...

Like when every one is online on the cousins whatsapp group making fun of that one poor person.

Like when your kids are so tired by all that park, that they sleep instantly when home...even better....in the car!!

Like when you can talk to a friend without being interrupted by ur kids wanting to banter in the middle.

Like when you are out and exhausted and theres free pomotional coffee (can I taste 2 full cups please)

Like when you meet your school friends and they say....you've not changed a bit.

Like when your mom sends you a 4 mnt audio note about how I need to eat more n I look so weak...(.while i am just stuffing cake in my mouth as and when I can)

Like when my husnand is on a boys night out....and  I have to pretend that its "so unacceptable" but I really love that alone time

Like making dubsmashes with such great intensities that would make madhubala cringe in her grave.

Like watching cat videos

Like my kids getting a b'day invitation ( thats like jackpot actually)

Like when someone appreciates even the slightest...

What more could one ask for?? I wonder...

May be next year I might get that vacation I want...
May be my kids will be compeletely potty trained
May be my husband will be slightly laundry trained
May be ill stop watching mythological serials 
May be ill find my lost phone
May be my husband will gift me a new phone
May be ill start that dream business
May be ill stop stuffing my face with cake
May be ill start doing yoga....
POSSIBILITIES ARE ENDLESS RIGHT??

Its just me.

In life, if you are a mom of twins, then you will be faced with a lot of unnecessary and unwanted emotions from out of nowhere. Few are through the source of people and places (like face book) while others are from self pity and inbuilt frustrations

Like, more often than not, I get an anger outburst at my husband when I see people with maids walking about in malls like they own it, unlike me, trying to locate my kids every five minutes and almost wanting to abandon them. Don't judge me. I once left them at make up kiosk while I went to try on clothes. Mariya had lipstick on her eye lids and Hussaina was applying nail polish on her toes without removing the socks. (cute right????)

Then, the time when people go on complaining about how difficult their child is (one in number) and all the time goes in feeding and bathing and attending to his/her tantrums coz he/she is so STUBBORN and that is why they could not callback or attend (blah shit).  I want to punch you all in the face. To all these people....Firstly, understand your audience!!! (a twin mom) and secondly dont assume that my kids are so quiet and obedient just coz they look so innocent and just coz I choose to not yell at them in public. And the worst kind are those people who wonder why do I even bother coming out of the house with my jing bang, and they wouldn't if they had even one kid let alone twins. 

And, why all that judgement, if I leave the kids at the baby sitters for a night out or to catch a movie. WHY!!!!

Next, I would like to admit that I secretly start pitying and eventually being mad and angry at people who are getting married or getting pregnant... I want to yell at them "ARE YOU STUPID?? DO YOU NOT LIKE YOUR LIFE??" . Please don't jump to conclusions, just letting you know that my husband is amazing and extremely supportive and my kids are adorable and never stop amusing me, its me!! Not them!!

Lastly, stop those facebook check ins to your exotic vacations (Spain, greece, Las Vegas and all that), while am struggling to make it to the salon once in six months. 

I rest my case.

Thanks but no thanks.