Three days after the valentine's day and I've realised that after so many years of singledome and a year of engagement-pan...I've grown to hate this day more n more with each passing year. The reason being... I may not light candles and buy heart shaped candies and make heart shaped cards for the "lucky winner". Emotionally handicapped OR Romanticaly challenged..u decide. But deep down I know am waiting to be wooed on this very same day. I may laugh at all those sappy couples who plan n plan for this day n dress up n get all mushy about the overly hyped up- "the candle light dinner" but again deep down I wanna try whats it like (Ok so??we all have double standards.....plz dont judge me-I need red roses...and violins should play in the background while am eating!! *confesses- I even have a pretty red dress saved for this since 3 years *hides face )
But obviously nothing happens!!
I tell myself that he is far...and we are both not the types to find happiness in miniscule things and doing silly lil stuff on Valentine's Day. I like to make myself beleive that we are different and beyond the normalcy that other couples engage in. Which is true . But then why did I feel like killing every girl at work who got flowers delivered in her cubicle (followed by an overly exclaimed AWWWW!!!!!)???...I even got depressed to a point where I thaught of ordering some for myself...and was almost convinced to do so by the end of the day when lillies arrived for the fattest girl on the floor. This is how much this stupid day messes with your head. Sad but true. I have unresolved issues with St. Valentine.
lol you can join Shiv Sena's Moral Police :D ...they hate valentine's day too :P
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