You know that feeling, when you are so tired and all you can think of is hitting the bed, but just when you do, you can't fall asleep coz every single bone in your body is hurting and cursing you. Am having that kind of night... after putting my daughters to sleep, holding one on my shoulder while shaking the crib of the other with my leg they finally fell asleep. Oh yeah!! forgot to mention, I delivered twins. Its been three months now and I still cant get used to it. Its just not getting easy and the only consolation that I have is their cute lil smiles and baby smell.
Earlier I had a job that paid in Kuwaiti Dinars, I used to dress up each morning put some make up to look decent enough and wore heals to look tall enough and carried a bag that said "all the important things are in it" and definitely not the one with spongy walls and sleeping teddies on it. Gosh!! I feel so miserable at my plight. Its not even cute anymore. I had cried the day my younger one puked in my hair and the time when the older one pooped in my face. (oh the joys of being a mother)
To all those people who used to complain to me about their babies, I have to tell u this- you aint seen nothing like raising twins!!! Multi-tasking is nothing, I practically run a circus. I sometimes feel they are secretly plotting against me, to torture me, when they both cry at the same time,thats how crazy I've become.
Kids, if you read this in future: I still love you and I've written this in a weak moment. Go n buy me a gift now.
Earlier I had a job that paid in Kuwaiti Dinars, I used to dress up each morning put some make up to look decent enough and wore heals to look tall enough and carried a bag that said "all the important things are in it" and definitely not the one with spongy walls and sleeping teddies on it. Gosh!! I feel so miserable at my plight. Its not even cute anymore. I had cried the day my younger one puked in my hair and the time when the older one pooped in my face. (oh the joys of being a mother)
To all those people who used to complain to me about their babies, I have to tell u this- you aint seen nothing like raising twins!!! Multi-tasking is nothing, I practically run a circus. I sometimes feel they are secretly plotting against me, to torture me, when they both cry at the same time,thats how crazy I've become.
Kids, if you read this in future: I still love you and I've written this in a weak moment. Go n buy me a gift now.
I love how you've ended it! Im sorry to have missed seem them AND you.. Hope you see much better times soon.. :)
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