Whenever my mom calls me and asks me: "Meju you must be tired na?"
I reply:" Its fine ma... I go to sleep, in the morning I am fresh again"
And even am surprised as how I manage to say that, and why dint I release a waterfall of tears, sobs and complains starting with..."Why me...why me???"
I guess, thats what you become....when you are a mom....strong and determined.
Out of old habit I find myself saying "I am gonna resign and get a new job" and then I quickly realize that this is not a job....am trapped and forced to take care of these lil girls...this is forced labor!!! no monthly pay, always on probation and always on call. But my only consolation is when they grow up they gonna give me all the pending massages whenever I want.
I reply:" Its fine ma... I go to sleep, in the morning I am fresh again"
And even am surprised as how I manage to say that, and why dint I release a waterfall of tears, sobs and complains starting with..."Why me...why me???"
I guess, thats what you become....when you are a mom....strong and determined.
Out of old habit I find myself saying "I am gonna resign and get a new job" and then I quickly realize that this is not a job....am trapped and forced to take care of these lil girls...this is forced labor!!! no monthly pay, always on probation and always on call. But my only consolation is when they grow up they gonna give me all the pending massages whenever I want.
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